Kurokawa Ayumi's blog

A month left or less, to Okashiicon in Sweden!
I am so excited, and scared.... scared for more reasons.

first, I was never abroad like Sweden, or other (Komarno is slovakia for.. half hour? or less I didn't see anything interesting... it was like going to Buda from Pest. the other side of river (Komárom-Komarno.. same city in different countries departed by a river) Now it will be my first time.. and first time in SWEDEN AND DENMARK! Yes, we will be in Denmark too (Malmö->Copenhagen)

The second reason I am very scared of talking english. I understand it, and I can write in english, even it is fail, but still better then nothing... but I am really scared speaking because of my hard accent and I am scared they can't understand me

third reason: I will be sick. it is very possible I will. being excited+not eating=I will feel very bad and sick... I did that many times at animecons there or meetings (hehetalia meetings [I remember well two times], mondoCon and many other times..) and now it will be IN SWEDEN, meeting MORE NEW PEOPLE and ENGLISH ONLY... I will be sick I am sure OTL

but I am not going all alone. Alone I can't do it.. I mean I am scared for it ;A; three friends of mine will coming, I love them~ Russia, Korea and Krisz. I mean this their nicknames we use, (I am Jako >3>)

Me with knife

let's see about cosplays, first day I was planning to do Female Sweden in casual. the weather will be cold, so the white casual dress is not too perfect for it. but in the building I think it would be fine, but I was planning to go in it... maybe I will but too long time I have to walk, I think. so I would have a warmer casual dress, but no right skirt that would be perfect for it... a brown or lighter brown skirt, that is not so cold would be perfect.. I have no enough skirts.. I have.. 3.. and white (good in summer) and black-grey miniskirt (good for winter) and a jean-skirt or how to call that, but this one is huge for me, and only at home I am wearing it. the miniskirt s the one  can't image female sweden in.. but denmark xDxD
the second day I will be Finland, the hetalia one with my friends, Russia as Norway, Korea as Korea and Krisz as Holy Roman Empire (doujinshi version) Hetalia cosplaaaaays. we likes it, okay, we cosplay others sometimes... last year mostly hetalia, only three times I cosplayed other character (Link, SatW Finland, Jakotsu)

Me (x pillar) with Vodka

the third day I will be Finland.. the SatW version~ totally different like the hetalia one, but so awesome! and my friends will be Denmark and Sweden! I will try to ask Krisz if she would join us for it... I always forgot this OTL.. and I don't think I will have knife.. sadly my bro has only a toy-gun... OTL.. oh the Belarus-es had always different knives! I remember back then I asked one of them to lend me the knife for a photo. okay, I was the Hetalia-Finland with mixed personality! the perfect Finland! *SHOT* so I propably will be without knife... or vodka.. ;A; I can't have vodkaaaa? I love vodka..... I am not joking I like it.. okay maybe not love, but not bad! when I tasted my small bottle of Finlandia, I was like "OMG, it is strong but not bad like the other drinks I tasted!" (I hate wine, champagne and beer..I tasted them and I hate them) and I am scared to try new, so LEAVE ME ALONE... vodka is fine...

this is about cosplay (and drinks)

but next weened (feb 12) there will be a hetalia-meeting! I will be Ukraine, finally, full cosplay~ I just need to finish my cp this weekend or next week.... if everything will goes well, I will have two pairing, a Korea, we like to crack!! and an america (SUPER-SIZEEE) and with america we are planning to make a little program for the others, for their entertainment.. next week I have to meet her at least once.. or more to talk more about it..

I am already very excited for okashiicon. it is bad... you know.. many acned on face when I am excited or stressed OTL I will be totally ugly OTL
I need to do something wih my face... oh and I have to go to the hairdresser too the next week.. again short.. I dunno, but I prefer the short hair more then long for myself.. even I love the long hair.

See you next time~