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Hungarians in Sweden

it was so hard to me to write. My memory is not the best. I need something to remember.

I am already back from Sweden I would I would be still there. but no place to sleep at or money with me. I wish I could know how to live alone. I wanna go to sweden, stay and live there. how to do it? it is not so easy, even to think about it.

I think I need some paper or something for it I stay there. I need a place to live at. I need money for that. I need a job......

if I have place to live at and job I would have no more problem. but I have none of them.... I feel I have to give up.... but herein Hungary it is same. but still I can live with my parents... but not for ever....

Anyway, I was In Sweden for 6 days.

First day, March 4, friday:

Me and my bro get on the bus, one bus-stop later our grandma joined to us. My grandma wanted to see my friends I go with. (but what if she didn't like my friends? she would have taken me home?? I dunno, nothing wrong was this part)

We have arrived, Russia (Petra) was already there with her father. some minutes later Krisz and Korea (Kriz) have arrived. For our Cosplay-skit we have to recorded some parts THERE at the AIRPORT!... so me and Petra went to the toilette and tried to record them.... my laptop was dieing.... it got blue death MANY times.... but we recorded them.. (even died in the middle as well) and I placed them to the right part and saved it out to MP3 and copy to my Pendrive... WE HAVE IT, it took near half hour to make... (without dieing it would be only around 5minutes or less)

Sadly I had to take my boots out and wear it, and give my shoe to my grandma to take them home. my boots are not so comfortable after a long time.... but I have no other choice.... maybe I would have.. but I had to do it fast....

then we went to in..... I waved to my grandma and my bro, Petra to her only one family member who come... and we go in.

it was so funny. I never was at airport (I was when somebody arrived and I went for them.. but nothing else) I took my some stuffs down then take them back... it was okay, I take them back on me.. my friend FORGOT to do same I said her "your stuffs?" it was kinda funny.

then we went to the bus that take us to the plane, and get on. here I started filming. The plane started flying.. it was kinda like a bus, but in the air. okay I felt something in my ears when we went higher but nothing else. the weather was a little cloudy, it was so awesome for me to see then the airplane goes through the clouds!

I didn't really noticed the time was going so fast. I was watching the town/cities/villages under it, because slovakia/Poland was cloudless~ (I think those two was there.... I dunno.. Poland was not Pink.. maybe it was an other country xDxD)

then it started to be cloudy... the time we see, "we are almost there". I wanted to see the sea from the plane, but I couldn't because it was very cloudy. Petra said "Su-san is taking a bath before we arrives" I was like "OMG,Su-san, you know how I love you now?? AAHHH~" xD it was funny.. the plane went lower and lower.. I was watching outside all the time.. I see Sweden... it is Sweden... Am I dreaming?

okay, it was nothing slepial yet to see it is really sweden or not. I saw a but yellow building...in Hungary there is no Yellow airport if I know well... it is mostly white or pastel-colored.... they are the typical colors in Hungary beside red/pink... xD

We was the last who lest the plane. we went out, and stay there for a short time. I saw the swedish weather in t TV or something. I saw Sweden there.. mostly everything was written in Swedish. okay I am really in Sweden. I tried to write SMS to my mom because I promised to write when I arrive.. my cellphone didn't work. I couldn't call or send SMS either

We went for the Bus. we bought tickets for 7Eleven. (I got Student-ticket, Yey~ (even I was the second oldest from our little group)

We get on the bus, I tried to call again, still not worked so I just watched the landscape. There was a little snow! ;3; I am kinda jealous of Sweden to have snow, even in hungary we didn't have too much this winer.... photoshoot in snow.... I just can dream about it... one winter I will go north or it... but I will die in the coldness... >3>.... my cosplay is not warm for it...

We have arrived in Malmö.. I recorded for a little longer time the houses... (green-yellow-green-yellow-green-yellow...... green-yellow and so on. xD) We got off the bus and we've met Petra's friend~ and there was an other friend of her (and mine) we had to wait for at the Central Station.

talk in english... I couldn't so easily.. ;3; we waited longer time for her. when she arrived, we left the Station.... I stopped like "OMG.. WHO AM I SEEING??" my friend catch me to not left me.... I knew who I saw... it was Humon herself >3>. I think she was waiting for somebody to pick her up? She was walking around there alone...
we walked to the Triangeln for the bus 7.... I told them there the bus 2 is good for us.... they believe to me??? no... we had to walk a lot(with my heavy blue suitcase >:V) for an other bus.... >3> (Sofie told me the 2 and 7 goes to the Mobilia where our hotels is at, and I had a little map of bus-network)

we have arrived to the Mobilia. now it was MY TURN to show the way... I show where we have to walk... they didn't want to believe to me and go to the other way... but in the end I had right "look, there is a church, we are on right way!" and there was the hotel~

We invaded th Hotel >:Đ it was not so bad. a bit small,but enough for us (bigger place to move then in my room~) our two friend left us first and went to the Con. we changed cosplay and followed them. First we went to the Mobilia to bus food/drink.. and my friend need Beer (beer is not allowed to the Con so they drink it before we get the but on). Buying beer was not so fun.... the girl asked my friend for her identity-card to see she is old enough or not... she was like an idiot.. okay, we have hungarian identity-card, but there are english parts on it.. we have to translate and she didn't believe the card was my friend's because "you look different"... she was very annoying.. it's a wig, we told her.. she didn't believe.... poor Petra ;A;

Me and my Friends as Sweden, Denmark, me-Finland

I lead my friends to the Con.... I feel kinda proud I could tell where we are... with a map, of course... xD we found it, and go into the long line~

We saw an used condom... >3>

We saw some Hetalia cosplayer, and some other cosplayer.. I mean many.. xD The line went slowly. kinda normal, but the weather after sunset was a bit colder, so we was freezing outside (not me... >3>) when we was in, there the line as continued. I met with Fie~ <3 I was still too shy to say much in english, so only I say hello to her... the BIG HUG that I promised to her~ then she went away. we was doing random stuffs... Singing loudly hungarian songs. My fav was the "Béres legény"..

I dunno what was thing but here an other one:

and the "Fel-fel Vitézek a csatára" (go-go Gallant for the battle!) Funny isn't it.. but Totally hungarian 

This was was written and I think sang first around the Hungarian Revolution of 1848... lol xD I started sing it once when we was walking up to the stairs ("Fel/Föl" means "up" [fel and föl are same, this is just a dialect.. I usually use E.. when my friends use Ö... OTL damn.. the dark is still setét to me.. not sötét >3>....])
We reached those people who give us our stuff that allows us to go in xD PURPLEEEE~ I love it~
we went in.. okay.. look around! we found the wardrobe, we took out jackets off there....
I can't remeber what happened first or later. but the most memorable moments: Meeting Humon ad her Characters. I was Finland, my friend was Denmark and Sweden. THAT FRANCE... she bought Sweden (Kriz) for 5 pockey xD I had a knife. there was a "Pose off" contest, we have to copy the poses... of course I lost xDxD.... I forgot to pose we've got... but to be in-character I had to say "I will kill you all!" the pose was easy... but I didn't memorize well ;3;..... it was fun~ Oh, Romanoooo, why you are sooo cuuuute~. I laughed when her wig fall off because of the pose >3> and once I talked with Fie again, because of Iron for tomorrow.... but I couldn't tell her later we won't need it because it seems the cosplay will be fine without ironing it... around midnight we left and went to the Hotel. on the Bus I was sitting down next to a random guy.. and we started chatting~ (he was half-finnish~ and I was still in Finland-cosplay with my flag in my hand xD)

Second day, March 5, Saturday.
We wake up but later. I woke up first (maybe other but they was sleeping after that too, I sit up on bed first) we dress up our cosplay, only Kriz didn't. when we have arrived the cosplayers are going to the Babel, where the the stage was at. There we helped them to place the chairs, Kriz noticed her white pants was left at the Hotel,she and Krisz run back for it and for the "switch" (?) till I sewed the flag into my cosplay that I forgot at home... (Thanks Fie for the pin, again~)
in the end everything went well.

Here was our skit. Petra as Norway, me as Finland, Kriz as Korea..... Krisz was Hamlet-Denmark, but she was recorded by me, but my videos are still on tapes and not digitalized yet OTL

Manly-Finland is eating xD

We left this place when I noticed my gloves are still there. Kriz noticed, she LOST HER PANTS! we went for it, they told us, they are found and we have have them at the Cafeteria. we went back to the Con... later we asked about our lost stuffs... they didn't see them... they told us to ask the peoples at the entry. they didn't know anything either, and send us back to the cafeteria.... it was kinda bad.. I didn't mind it at all, only for cosplay I wore them... but Kriz.......
the second day was nothing without france... xD and we had some fun with other Hetalia-fans xD we had paper with text: "for sale".... nobody bought us xD
oh.. my friend saw somebody in the end of corridor "Look, Jako, it is not a Sweden?" (I was Finland? you know) I looked there, I realized it must be a sweden. I suddenly turn around and walked away in hurry xD I love SuFin, you know.. but I love to avoid it too xD of course I wanted to be a Sweden, but... you know Finland NOT loves Sweden same way, but if he has to be with him... he is like he does xD that's all xD
but later we've met that Sweden and denmark we saw there.. we have some pictured with eachother.
near to the end of day my friends went to the toilette I was left alone, but I didn't mind it. I sit down..... next to France.... OMG... France... of course that france tried to do what he can do the best.. molesting other countries.... but I looked around and... AAHH, SWEDEN!... Of course Sweden saved me~ <3 we took some little photos together, and she left....... my friend come back and we let soon the Con and go back to the Hotel.

Third day, March 6, Sunday

Sweden and Female-Sweden in titanic-scene xD

Agian we wake up like saturday. again I was in cosplay. my Casual Fem-Sweden cosplay. but I remembered that one o my new friend told me she want to be Sweden for Sunday... if she is Sweden.. I wanna be Finland >3>... so my Finland-cosplay was in my bed~ we had some stuff as Sweden-FemSweden~ we went outside, some random photos.. Titanic xD, now here I made a big mistake and I recorded how I've shaked my camera while I was walking, then I've placed it down........ one mistake I can't avoid, my glasses turns to brown by sunshine. but I need it >3>....... I wish I would still have a glasses with normal lenses in it.... but the "newest" glasses with normal glasses are too bad for my eyes.... AND they looks ugly for cosplays...
we went to the Burger King and eat something there. have some fun of course. Sweden danced the Poker Face xD my friends (hungarians) and some other people went back to the Con,I stayed there a bit longer and changed to Finland... I wanted to be Finland~

Me was eating peacefully, while some pervert was around me
but little-Sweden protect me xDxD

I can remember: when I changed the first thing was:
Sweden: My wifey!
Me: I am not your wife!!
and I used to say this many times and I repeated "I am taller then Sweden". I was so Evil! >:Đ Sweden didn't know I am an evil-type Finland!
Me and Kriz asked if our lost stuffs are there... no... sadly she was very sad because of that ;A;
we went to the Artist Valley or how it way called.... and there I realized.... I FORGOT TO GIVE MY FANART TO HUMON SATURDAY FOR THAT CONTEST.... I dunno how to write down that feeling, but inside I was more sad... I wanted to join to that contest even without any winning... but I forgot and this feeling make me cry.. I could not stop it..... I wanted to stop "it was just a contest..." but I couldn't stop it...... I can cry too easily OTL.
but in the end I just gave the art to Humon, and she give me an art to me to make me happier.. she wrote "To Réka from Humon" in danish and "Don't be sad :) " I am still happy i I look at it :3
and she liked my art and that make me happy~
and My Sweden promised me to buy something for me.. I got a Pockey~

Last photo from OkashiiCon, I joined to them.. I WAS THERE!
My friends left me, but I wanted to be on a pic like this... ;3;

somehow on this day I felt I can talk. I talked more~
Ending Ceremony was fun just like the opening... but the place I recorded from.... as interesting, especially when Charlie go up to the little stage and she was on the ground, and I zoomed to her ass... >3>... it was an accident.... >3>...
after it, it ended and we have to leave the Con. I talked last with Fie. She told me "HulluMel says hi"... MEL.. youuuuu >:T... She said tome to said same to Fie.. Funny xDxDxD
We left the con. Me with our new friends I went to the Bus-stop, till my hungarian friends went to BurgerKing. I was talking I think kinda a lot. not so much like In hungarian I always do, but finally more~ They left, and I walked back to the Burger King to my friends.
Before we've left the con, I give my phone-number to one o them call me, if they are found.. and at the burger king I got a call. they found it, we went back to the Con, get our lost stuffs back and finally was to back to the Hotel .
At the Hotel I called our dear friend, here the video about how we talked with her:

Funny to hear it back... I am the only one who would stay here forever.... I talks about "I move to Sweden, to that girl!" lol... she is "my little husband~" xD

We talked about My friend's friend's little newborn brother, "the lost pants" that we found xD we talks about that we loved the Con, everyone won something even we didn't won at the contests (Me an art from Humon ;3;, Krisz won the a title (I can't remember but it was in english in the video too ;3; ), Kriz FOUND HER PANTS... Petra won... experience xDxD
somebody asked that Me and Kriz are sibling.. but we are not xD...then Kriz said we will be Finland and Sister Finland... hmmmmm.. Kriz, we should cosplay them one day >:Đ
last day I drew an art, inspired by our stay in Sweden. The Hungarian tourists!

Fourth Day, March 7. Monday
We woke up again late. we went to Mobilia again to buy something food/drink. I found a drinking-yoghurt (Ica) I totally loved that. I wish I found drink it more again ;3; but it is not in hungarian.. the one I can buy here is so different ;3;
We went to the Central station and get on the train! (we had luck and catch one~
FIRST TIME I SAW THE SEA~ then we've arrived to Copenhagen. Sunday at Con we talked with two girls to meet them there.but they didn't arrive when we did, so we just walked around. Copenhagen....
the first we saw when we've left the station was "Hotel Astoria".... In Budapest there is Astoria too... we just remembered that "then America lives here 5 minutes far~" (America is our friend). later we've arrived a street where there are a lot of shops (Souvenir-shops too), then I said "I feel like I am at the Váci Utca..." (Váci utca or Váci street is in Budapest, filled with a lot of shops, especially souvenir shops)
Budapest and Copenhagen is really near to eachother xDxD
when our new friends has arrived we walked there again, they show us some anime shops xD it was fun..... but I got a little depressed, like I was ignored or something...
we left back to the hotel...

I'm holding the Turning Torso

Fifth Day, March 8. Tuesday
I made a mistake to not bring my cosplay with me when we went to the Beach.... we went to the beach, we say the Turning Torso... >:Đ me and my idiot ideas xD
I used to say it's Sweden's..... Sweden's **** >:Đ I am not pervert.... just a little xD?
that toy at the playground... was so awesome! I know I am old for this stuffs but I loved it so much.. when I was young I never saw this where I lived...
we walked a little around see that Museum, without money we didn't go in.
we wanted to go to the Ikea, but we didn't find the way... ;3; I failed leading my friends..... OTL
so we give up and went back to the hotel early...
This day I started drawing the hungarian tourists picture.

Sixth day,March 9, Wednesday
Going home.... sadly we have to leave.... when we've arrived to sweden, the weather was cloudy when we were at con, the weather was very shiny and cloudless, and when we went to the airport the weather was again cloudy/rainy Sweden is crying for us..?
no. my friend said "he has to clean up after us... you are the biological weapon, Jako" >3>... all my boot's fault..... OTL
at the airport only one thing we have, that was,when the airplane arrived late. out plane would had to go 13:15.. but around 13:20 or later we could go in....
nothing special.... the food/drink is VERY EXPENSIVE on the airplane... (usually a little Nestea is 300 FT.. but on the airplane we sell it for 900 FT ;A;....)
we have arrived. my mom and dad was there for me. I could not have time to be with my America, who come too ;A; but her cake was so gooooood~
In car way to home I saw a swedish flag in front of a big building, I was like "WTF??"

what souvenirs I bought:
an art from Humon, and 1 Sweden-snicker fro Okashiicon
first was a swedish hat with some Copenhagen postcards from copenhagen
Then a swedish Scarf and a swedish flag in a souvenir-shop
and a pen-box and a magnet from the airport's souvenir-shop

I think that's all....you know my memory is very bad ;3;

A month left or less, to Okashiicon in Sweden!
I am so excited, and scared.... scared for more reasons.

first, I was never abroad like Sweden, or other (Komarno is slovakia for.. half hour? or less I didn't see anything interesting... it was like going to Buda from Pest. the other side of river (Komárom-Komarno.. same city in different countries departed by a river) Now it will be my first time.. and first time in SWEDEN AND DENMARK! Yes, we will be in Denmark too (Malmö->Copenhagen)

The second reason I am very scared of talking english. I understand it, and I can write in english, even it is fail, but still better then nothing... but I am really scared speaking because of my hard accent and I am scared they can't understand me

third reason: I will be sick. it is very possible I will. being excited+not eating=I will feel very bad and sick... I did that many times at animecons there or meetings (hehetalia meetings [I remember well two times], mondoCon and many other times..) and now it will be IN SWEDEN, meeting MORE NEW PEOPLE and ENGLISH ONLY... I will be sick I am sure OTL

but I am not going all alone. Alone I can't do it.. I mean I am scared for it ;A; three friends of mine will coming, I love them~ Russia, Korea and Krisz. I mean this their nicknames we use, (I am Jako >3>)

Me with knife

let's see about cosplays, first day I was planning to do Female Sweden in casual. the weather will be cold, so the white casual dress is not too perfect for it. but in the building I think it would be fine, but I was planning to go in it... maybe I will but too long time I have to walk, I think. so I would have a warmer casual dress, but no right skirt that would be perfect for it... a brown or lighter brown skirt, that is not so cold would be perfect.. I have no enough skirts.. I have.. 3.. and white (good in summer) and black-grey miniskirt (good for winter) and a jean-skirt or how to call that, but this one is huge for me, and only at home I am wearing it. the miniskirt s the one  can't image female sweden in.. but denmark xDxD
the second day I will be Finland, the hetalia one with my friends, Russia as Norway, Korea as Korea and Krisz as Holy Roman Empire (doujinshi version) Hetalia cosplaaaaays. we likes it, okay, we cosplay others sometimes... last year mostly hetalia, only three times I cosplayed other character (Link, SatW Finland, Jakotsu)

Me (x pillar) with Vodka

the third day I will be Finland.. the SatW version~ totally different like the hetalia one, but so awesome! and my friends will be Denmark and Sweden! I will try to ask Krisz if she would join us for it... I always forgot this OTL.. and I don't think I will have knife.. sadly my bro has only a toy-gun... OTL.. oh the Belarus-es had always different knives! I remember back then I asked one of them to lend me the knife for a photo. okay, I was the Hetalia-Finland with mixed personality! the perfect Finland! *SHOT* so I propably will be without knife... or vodka.. ;A; I can't have vodkaaaa? I love vodka..... I am not joking I like it.. okay maybe not love, but not bad! when I tasted my small bottle of Finlandia, I was like "OMG, it is strong but not bad like the other drinks I tasted!" (I hate wine, champagne and beer..I tasted them and I hate them) and I am scared to try new, so LEAVE ME ALONE... vodka is fine...

this is about cosplay (and drinks)

but next weened (feb 12) there will be a hetalia-meeting! I will be Ukraine, finally, full cosplay~ I just need to finish my cp this weekend or next week.... if everything will goes well, I will have two pairing, a Korea, we like to crack!! and an america (SUPER-SIZEEE) and with america we are planning to make a little program for the others, for their entertainment.. next week I have to meet her at least once.. or more to talk more about it..

I am already very excited for okashiicon. it is bad... you know.. many acned on face when I am excited or stressed OTL I will be totally ugly OTL
I need to do something wih my face... oh and I have to go to the hairdresser too the next week.. again short.. I dunno, but I prefer the short hair more then long for myself.. even I love the long hair.

See you next time~